Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda

Not quite sure how I feel about this, but this is what I wrote for Tatay Juan. It's called Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda:

Everyone saw it coming
But it doesn't dull the pain
All I remember is your smiling face
Lighting up your shrinking frame
And I smile a sad little smile
With tears in my eyes
Wishing I saw you one more time
Wishing I had said goodbye

If I could go back in time
I woulda tried to make you feel less blue
I coulda just stayed by your side
I shoulda told you I loved you
But woulda, coulda, shoulda
All add up to didn't
And now I've lost the chance
To show you how much you meant

We lost touch after so many years
But you're still a part of me
You practically raised me when I was little
You taught me how to be
The best I ever could
But I didn't always listen
I regret that choice
Now I'm just left wishin'

If I could go back in time
I woulda tried to make you feel less blue
I coulda just stayed by your side
I shoulda told you I loved you
But woulda, coulda, shoulda
All add up to didn't
And now I've lost the chance
To show you how much you meant

The world's still spinnin'
But I'll still be missin... you.

So what do you think? Be gentle as this is pretty close to my heart.

Lovelovelove,
Ange♥