I want you to rescue me.

[Title cred goes to Honor Society; "This Bed is an Ocean"]

I am in the mood to write. And as I have absolutely NO inspiration for any poetry/songs or fanfics, my blog will get the love and attention instead :)

I really really really want to write right now. Like a song or something. But I have NO inspiration. It sucks so bad. I need something exciting in my life to happen so I can write about it!

I love summer, I really do. Except for the stupid summer assignments (curse AP over-achievement). And the fact that I hardly get to see my friends from school.

But besides that, it's great!

This summer especially has been pretty busy. With mentorship at a doctor's office from 8-12 (or usually earlier, but shh). Then I usually come home and bum on the computer instead of work on summer assignments (which should really change... soon). Fridays I have library volunteering 2-4, but this week will be the last (yay!). And at least once a week, Erika comes over and we hang out :)

Oh! And today, at the library, I participated in this Murder Mystery game thing. It sounds dorky, but it was pretty fun :) I was the heartbroken, still bitter ex-girlfriend :D I'm just mad that I didn't really warm up to the other people until near the end. I for sure am gonna do it again next year :)

I've been meaning to volunteer at my old daycare too. I went once last week, but I've been busy ever since. I've been meaning to go back. I should, tomorrow, since it's my only free day this week, but a part of me wants to come home and sleep and bum out. That's bad. :/ We'll see how I feel tomorrow haha

Ugh. And I've been meaning to work out more, but that's been an epic fail as well. I've stopped my nightly crunches due to late night internet surfing. And the treadmill is such a foreign object to me now haha. I should really fix that too.

I feel like skipping mentorship tomorrow. Maybe I will. I'll still wake up earlyish... Like 10. Then run or do Wii fit. And do daycare in the afternoon. I just don't have the energy in me (yet) to do it all at once, cause technically I could still do all of that without skipping mentorship (except the sleeping in part).

But anyways...

I've still been totally immersed in trying to spread the word about this EPICALLY AMAZING band called WHITE ROSE (who you should totally check out if you haven't already). Honestly, I'm not usually into their kind of music (punk/pop/rock) but I'm really liking their sound. Legit, legit. And they're all really sweet and grateful for ALL their fans, even if they are a bit odd sometimes (they ARE teenage boys after all). I'm still trying to figure out how to buy their EPs on iTunes without alerting my parents that I'm using my debit card for even MORE music (I just ordered All Time Low's "Nothing Personal" and bought Demi Lovato's "Here We Go Again"). If I had known about White Rose before buying Demi's CD, I would've gotten theirs instead :(

I also still need to get "Magic" by Honor Society (the owners of the OTHER half of my heart). I've been soooo into listening and promoting music lately. I almost feel like a Mandy wannabe haha I wish I could travel to their shows and meet them and stuff. That is one of my dreams now <33

And I keep getting sidetracked from finishing this blog, so I'll just end it here for the night.

Lovelovelove,
Ange♥